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Tuesday, May 17

High Expectations. Get Rid of that!

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
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Alam mo yung awkward??

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.


The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
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Lumuluma na ang aking Gitara

Kung may isang 'bagay' siguro akong pinaka-pinahahalagahan sa buhay, e gitara ko yun. Ayokong magas-gasan yun. Ayoko ngang ipahiram dati yun kahit kanino e. Kaya nung minsang pinahiram ko yun sa pinsan ko para sa panga-ngarolling, tapos inabutan sila ng ulan, todo alala ako nun. Tinext ko pa ang pinsan kong hindi ko naman tinetext dati para tanungin ang lagay ng gitara ko. Nung nakarating sa akin ang gitara ko ng buhay, at may konting patak ng ulan, pinunasan ko na lang. Wala naman akng magagawa e.

Nitong mga nakaraang buwan, napansin ko, hindi ko na pala sya nagagamit. Bale busy kase sa pag-aaral. Nasa isang tabi lang sya at naka-case. Nakikita ko sya, pero hindi ko ginagalaw. Feeling ko lage akong wala sa mood. Ngayung bakasyon ko na lang sya ulit nagagalaw.

Kanina, nunng nilapag ko ang gitara ko pagkatapos kong gamitin, nakakita ako ng gasgas sa gilid. Tinitigan ko pa ulit sya, hanggang sa nakakita pa ako, at nakakita pa ulit. Well! Sabi ko sa sarili ko, mumurahin lang naman ang gitara ko, so anung big deal dun? Parang sa tao, normal aging process, ang lahat ay tumatanda at nagbabago ang itsura. 

Nakakatawa lang, yung dating halos pinakamahalaga at pinakamamahal kong bagay, ni ayaw kong ilapag sa sahig at sa mga kanto ng upuan kung walang case, ay parang isang ordinaryong bagay na lang kung ituring ko. Parang isang appliance na lang dito sa loob ng bahay, naaalikabukan, pumapangit at lumuluma. Malayong-malayo sa pagpapahalaga ko sa kanya nung una ko syang makasama. 

Ang awkward nga naman ng buhay. Ngayon maganda, bukas losyang na. Sikat ka noon, ngayon laos na. Pinagtatawanan lang dati, ngayon boss ka na nung mga tumatawa. Nilalait ka dati, ngayon super model ka na, at sa abroad pa. Dati ikaw ang nanglalait, ngayon ikaw na ang nilalait. Katulong lang noon, ngayon nakatira na sa mansyon. Pinagsisilbihan ka lang noon, ngayon ikaw na ang katulong. Lokohan lang dati, ngayon seryoso na. Ngayon mahal ka nya, bukas may kasama na syang iba. Dati pinahahalagahan mo sya higit pa sa buhay mo, ngayon hindi na kayo magkakilala.

Wala talagang permanente sa mundo, lahat nagbabago. Kahit ang love na nararamdaman nyo sa isa't-isa, sooner mawawala din yan. At kung humantong kayo sa altar, at magsama ng matagal. Unti-unting  ang pagmamahal ay maglalaho kasabay ng inyong pagtanda. Magsisimula ulit kayo sa umpisa, kung saan kayo unang naging magkaibigan. At yun ang magiging dahilan para manatili kayong mukang nagmamahalan.
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Tuesday, May 10

My own F**king Version :)


Sulat by Moonstar '88
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Quit muna sa Tumblr.

Napansin kong ang tagal ko na palang hindi nagba-blog dito, so ngayun napagdesisyunan kong dito muna ako mag-blog. Mahirap pa lang pagsabaying i-operate ang dalawang blog site. Kasi kahit pareho silang blog site e unique ang features ng bawat isa. Hindi naman all the time na ico-copy mo ang post mo sa isa at ipa-paste mo dun sa isa. Sana hindi mo na lang ginawa yung isa, di ba? 

What I love about blogger.com, e yung free kang i-express yung sarili mo sa kung sino mang makakabasa ng mga posts mo, walang pressure na baka hindi magustuhan ng mga followers mo at i-unfollow ka. Gusto ko din dito yung mga blog post mo e, hindi "reblogable". I don't know if my term talagang ganyan, pero alam kong alam nyo naman ang ibig kong iparating jan di ba? 

Some tumblr users kasi e hindi ina-acknowledge o binibigyang halaga yung mga dakila nating reblogger. They say, they aren't real bloggers. One time, may nabasa din ako, one tumblr user 'daw' ang nag-reblog nung personal post nya, and it made him/her really mad. Pa-ulit ulit sa mga next post nya na, tinutuligsa nya yung nag-reblog ng 'PERSONAL' post nya. 

Ang gusto ko lang sabihin, e kung meron kayong something about these rebloggers, edi sana dun na lang kayo sumali sa mga blog sites na hindi nare-reblog ang mga post, specifically, your 'PERSONAL POST'. Feeling ko lang ha, correct me if I'm wrong, isa sa essence ng Tumblr, kaya to ginawa ay to re-blog, kaya nga may 'reblog' button sa lahat ng posts e. Saka hindi naman ire-reblog ng isang tao ang post dahil trip nya lang. There's a reason behind everything, you may not know, kaya nya ni-reblog yun e dahil nakakarelate sya sa experience mo. Malay mo you already gave him/her inspiration. And the best thing? Malay mo, may nasalba ka na pa lang buhay, knowing na hindi naman pala sya nag-iisa sa pinagdaraanan nya.

Para naman dun sa mga 'Reblogers' like me. Alam ko, there's something on your re-blogs that you can relate your life with. You want to blog, but you just don't know how to start. Pressure is on the top of your head every time you see hundred of notes of a tumblr user sayin' "Goodmorning", yet you have given your whole feelings and emotions and got, 2 notes and worst nothing. You want to be the best blogger, but that just ain't you. But know what? It isn't your fault. It's just that this time isn't the right time. The fact that you have passion plus perseverance, I know you can. You can be the best blogger the world can offer. I ain't Tumblr famous or what so ever. I am not a professional blogger. I am not successful like any other. But I know what I want, and I know what thoughts I have. And I want to share it with you. 

*whoooosh! Napa-english tuloy ako. Hindi ako sanay a! Haha :)

But I'm not saying I'm gonna quit tumblr. It is still an exciting site for me. LOVE you guys :)


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